And then, for nearly 15 seconds, Hill paused, gathering himself, trying desperately to avoid breaking down with the cameras recording him. Hill, a soon-to-be free agent and a soon-to-be 40-year-old pitcher, knows this one will weigh on Kershaw for a while. The agony will extend to the rest of his teammates.
“People say it’s just a game,” Hill said, pausing once more. “It’s a lot more than that.”
The Dodgers’ dream season that included 279 home runs, 12 walk-offs, 106 regular-season victories and a seventh consecutive division title evaporated in the decisive fifth game of the National League Division Series when Kershaw surrendered a two-run lead and Joe Kelly served up the game-winning grand slam. Moments after a shocking, season-ending 7-3 defeat on Wednesday night, emotions remained raw in the Dodgers’ clubhouse.cheap nfl jerseys china nike
Walker Buehler, the starting pitcher who exhausted 117 pitches and held the Washington Nationals to only one run over 6⅔ innings, was grieving the death of his aunt when faced with the reality of a longer-than-expected offseason. The 25-year-old right-hander was visibly shaken.
“I’ve been putting that in the back burner,” Buehler said, “and then it ends like this and it’s just tough.”
Kershaw, who surrendered eighth-inning home runs to Anthony Rendon and Juan Soto on back-to-back pitches, was introspective in the aftermath.
“I’m not going to hang my head,” Kershaw said. “I’m going to be here. I’m going to continue to try to fight, continue to try to compete. I’m not going to try to shy away from it. Everything people say is true right now, about the postseason. I understand that. Nothing I can do about it right now. It’s a terrible feeling. It really is.”china nike nfl jerseys cheap
Then the trouble began. To lead off the eighth inning, Kershaw threw a 1-0, 89 mph pitch to Rendon that registered as a fastball but could have also been classified as a slider. The offering — whatever it was — traveled 381 feet for a home run. The next pitch — also 89 mph, this one up in the zone instead of below it — was launched 449 feet by Soto for another home run.
And with that, Kershaw — his postseason ERA at 4.43, nearly two full runs higher than his career mark in the regular season — came out of the game, sat on the bench, and hung his head. Two innings later, he watched former teammate Howie Kendrick hit the grand slam that would deny his team a chance at a third consecutive trip to the World Series, extending the Dodgers’ championship drought to 31 years.
“Our season, you can put it as a failure,” Dodgers utility man Enrique Hernandez said. “Maybe down the road, when all of us retire, we can look back and look at all the records that we broke as a team this year for an historic franchise like the Dodgers. But for us to be one and done, it’s tough. And I don’t think anyone in this clubhouse expected us to be going home this soon.”